'ready to rig' vtuber psd files seem like a scam to trap people into buying just a psd

don't want to work on stuff

just want to play my card

i want to work on stuff but i dont

overwhelm too much to do

i need to work on comms today

panicking internally because there's so much to do and it's just me and 🐲

dragging my feet with wanting to start implementing stuff

tired? afraid i'm going to fail? that's it's pointless? idk

i'm sorry i'm avoiding everything today

i haven't felt like working on things but i suppose thats okay i should take days off i should only work like tuesday through friday so i have monday for stream and weekend for whatever idk happy to be doing an actual comm but the adhd already wants it off my plate lol ugh

i dont want to stream

i dont want to work on anything

i dont feel like taking a nap

i'm not hungry

maybe i'll get on for 420 or something

141 more videos to sort then i can start adding all the old stuff

my beloved regular hasn't shown in a few streams and i'm worried is that pathetic

100 some more videos to sort then i can start adding the google takeout videos to the new vod channel

tummy hurt

like big anxiety spike idk theres something i'm forgetting or something

my followers are the best

having a lot of fun with this first paid comm so far

up at 6 today meh

looking forward to the nap later

people i could have sworn were anti nazi twitter stuff are full on having back and forth, normal exchanges... people that are mutuals on bluesky simply chatting back and forth at the nazi bar when they have a serviceable, lesser of two evils to use... and they're on both! here i am feeling bad about still streaming to twitch, still using socials at all... i had kinda thought people were mostly over twitter, at least in the indie vtuber space, but i'm wrong. peers and 'greater thans' the same. people on my team. but even people on my team have been too lazy? ignorant? stupid? to remove frostytools from their channel... thanks for existing thoughts dot place now i can shout into this void instead

i feel like no one stands for anything. something as easy as not posting on twitter. it's something you have to do to do it. it's less work to not do it. what the fuck people i'm endlessly disappointed.

lots of youtube where is the ai why is it making books no one reads instead of knowing how to do this gruntwork uploading all my stuff to a new channel

there's no real alternative to twitch

not enough patience for the new undertale themed quiz going around

good nap

so i can work on the layout

a few test posts

okay neat